This is not the life I expected

So, I've been busy getting school and insurance things together.
I start college the 11th.
Hopefully Josh and I will be on Medicaid around that time as well.
Free dental for him and free glasses for me.
We really need it right now.
We'll be taking in our applications for Section 8 Housing soon as well, which we'll hopefully get because I can't wait to have our own place again.
Where we can be a family.

On top of that all, I've been reading Penczak's "The Inner Temple of Witchcraft" again.
It's been 2 years almost since Josh and I committed ourselves to learning the ways of the witch.
And we stopped when we got pregnant with Alyss.
I know you're thinking that this has got to be a joke.
But it's not.
And if people bothered to learn about the religion then they'd realize that they're wrong about it.
I was raised Baptist and that's not what I ever felt at home with.
I'm really liked the sound of the Solitary Witch or even the Celtic Witch.
I like the Celtic Deities, but then again I'm of Irish/Scottish decent.

I will be starting the lessons of the book probably tonight or tomorrow.
The Yule festival is tomorrow, I may do something small just for myself.
I may do my re-intention ritual. (Re-intention since I've done it before.)

If anyone has any questions or concerns about this, please leave a comment and come to ME with it. I can answer most of your questions, if I can't, I'll ask someone who can.

Anywho, wish me luck on this spiritual journey, I'm hoping to find myself amongst this mess of me.